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They say...
... that when you like someone,
... your heart starts to beat fast,
and you don’t know what to say...
I always wondered what would’ve happened if we got together that time. Would it have been better.? Worse.?
I guess it doesn’t matter, because I would never change our memories for anything else <3 .
My heart was already beating fast as we walked to Campion Hall because in the back of my mind, I already knew what was about to happen. I never would’ve thought before that on a very random day in April, my life would change forever.
── April 22, 2025 ──
The first day we had as more than friends, but less than lovers. Sitting across you in McDonald's I remember feeling so timid, nervous, and conscious of my every move. I never really felt I should be pretty in front of you and now suddenly I felt too big, too rowdy, too masculine.
Wait am I supposed to start acting sweet to you now?? Heck no! You’re Ryan yuck!!! HAHAHA!
I had never felt smaller than I did this day, I was embarrassed, humiliated, and hurt. Not only was my weakness revealed in the worst possible way, I also let out my most wicked and vulnerable self in front of you. Almost broke up because I couldn’t see how you could still love my dumb ass T-T but you did. And you stayed. :)
And just like that, my love for you grew stronger.
The day I finally said yes! Aka, my best decision. ❤️
Our days together were both a mix of happy days, sad days, bad days, and even mad days. But they were perfect nonetheless. Each argument left lessons, and each fight made us stronger.
My baby. From being my crush, to being my best friend, to being the most important person in my life. Sometimes I look at us and realize how perfectly God timed everything. Just before the storm hit, He sent me you, my hope, my safe place. You saved me in ways you might not even realize, and I genuinely don't know what my life would look like today without you in it.
I honestly thought I was too practical to ever put love before anything else. How could I choose love when I was starving? How could I choose love while just trying to survive? But that was before I knew a love like this could even exist. Before I truly loved someone with all my heart.
Now, I look at my life and say without a doubt "I could lose everything just not Ryan" Because Ryan, I’ve always been a girl with a big world full of dreams but ever since you came into my life, all those dreams folded into just one. My only dream now is to grow old with you. So please remember this. No matter what happens, I will never stop choosing you. I will always choose us.
And I know you will too... because I feel it. I feel your love in a million little ways every single day.
Final Chapter 💖
I thank you.. so much. For every single thing I mentioned, and for all the little moments in between. I’ve never felt so deeply loved in my entire life, and I’ve never felt more certain that I have a forever ally in you. My absolute ride or die.
In you, I have truly found a love so pure and so true. I just can’t wait to finally be your wife in the future my Ryan!
I know it won’t always be smooth sailing, and I know it won’t always be smiles. But I know one thing for sure: I’m going to love every single second of it. And when the day comes that I look back on our entire life together, I know I’d choose to do it all over again and again without changing a single thing.
I love you so much Ryan. Happy 1st of 100000000 Anniversaries. <3
Love, Emma
your future wife <3
I KNEW IT! I can't wait to spend forever with you, my Ryan! You just made me the happiest girl in the world! 🥰✨
Are you really sure about that answer? T-T You better think again mister! 😭